make sure there are vids
SOMEONE BE SURE TO GET ON THIS
Fun facts about me that I’ve never shared:
How did such a sheltered piece of shit that went to church almost every sunday (unwillingly eventually because it’s so boring but nonetheless) and returned CDs because of bad language grow up to pay bills drawing animal people fucking while listening to NAILS, THE ACACIA STRAIN, CONVERGE AND WHITECHAPEL???????????
I just. What happened tho.
WAIT HOLY SHIT IS THAT…..
NO WAY…… THEY DIDN’T…….
MEOW NO. THERE ISN’T. I PROMISE YOU THERE ISN’T……
DON’T FUCKIN DO IT
SERIOUSLY…… (I WONDER IF THEY’RE GONNA…….)
HOLY SHIT THEY DID
TW for sexual and emotional manipulation
I know I’m probably forgetting some things but I am too emotionally drained right now I just want to stop working on this
If anyone has any questions please feel free to ask and I don’t mind reblogs
i’m aware that buyo has already responded to much of this and claimed it is outright factually incorrect
but what gets me most about it is that even taken at face value, it doesn’t make a lot of sense
the story is basically: you and buyo floated the idea of a relationship, he visited, he was an airhead and didn’t interact with you a lot, you had sex with him in the hopes that he would like you, and then you felt really gross about it
i’ve been on both sides of this situation and well
how on earth does this make buyo abusive
he didn’t like lead you on, he didn’t plant the idea that having sex would win his affection, he didn’t guilt or gaslight or force or lure you. you make a good case that he was a bad boyfriend; okay, that sucks, good that you’re no longer with him and found someone who makes you happier.
the closest you come to explicitly blaming him for something is saying he was two years older than you. which honestly confused me when i first read it, because that’s an extremely common age difference (and legal in most places to boot) so it didn’t strike me as even worth mentioning
your story even adjusts course several times trying to make it look worse for you: you go out of your way to call buyo an “okay-at-best” friend but say you were excited at the prospect of a relationship; you said yes, then nervous yes, then not really yes but a nod; you say buyo was mostly worried about himself and back this up with screenshots showing buyo feeling really bad about screwing up his interactions with you because of his own hangups
i have to be very careful here, because i don’t want to endorse victim blaming
but this isn’t a case of “you brought this on yourself by doing something to encourage it”
rather, the story you tell sounds like “you are the person who literally did the thing you now regret”
you tried to substitute sex for emotional fulfillment, and you found out it sucks. how you feel isn’t invalid, but it’s not the fault of the person you had sex with for happening to be there. imo go see a therapist.
meanwhile, you’re violating the extremely sacred and delicate trust people have in stories of abuse. now the next person with a story to tell is at risk of coming under excessive scrutiny, which is not the kind of thing a victim needs to deal with. i don’t even like how much i’ve had to do here to point out how weak this post is.
PS: if you want to keep something private, posting it publicly on the internet is not a good way to go about it
I was gonna leave off my thoughts on this situation with what I’d already said but I feel like there are some really important points brought up here and things said better that I tried to say worth reading.
meanwhile, you’re violating the extremely sacred and delicate trust people have in stories of abuse. now the next person with a story to tell is at risk of coming under excessive scrutiny
THIS IS PARAMOUNT to what I’ve been talking about in regards to vindictive call out culture downplaying the legitimacy of abuse. Like stated above, I have not gotten on board with any of this to endorse victim blaming HOWEVER it seems that there was vengeful crusading on behalf of personal vendettas here and that is so many flavors of fucked up, shitty and not okay that I don’t even know where to BEGIN. Abuse is something to be taken VERY seriously for the sake of victims because instances like this where it is misused and wielded against someone who is innocent of being abusive affects how much people will scrutinize future cases. If you can’t see that then wow, just what the hell?
Again I feel it is important to distinguish the difference between scrutiny and blame. Most people have enough respect to not falsely accuse someone of abuse, most cases are legit. Scrutiny IS important though to ensure that those who in rare cases like this ARE innocent are not unjustly punished and branded because rape and abuse are INCREDIBLY serious things. Abusing the gravity of that seriousness and delicate trust is such a disrespectful and downright fucked up thing that I feel it speaks for itself and I shouldn’t even have to spell that out.
you tried to substitute sex for emotional fulfillment, and you found out it sucks. how you feel isn’t invalid, but it’s not the fault of the person you had sex with for happening to be there.
As far as this specific case goes, this is pretty much the best summation I’ve seen. Both sides were hurt, there is very real emotional stress BUT the way this was handled was so inappropriate that I just. SIGH.
Anyway, I’m gonna try to make this my last commentary of the situation, I think all that needs to be said has been said.